It's over and done...( the past )

Once I have loved you

Once I have given my whole me,

Thought you were my world,

And me yours also…

But never was in any single clang of the bell

That would tell that you did love me

I was so  innocent and young then ,

I need your  attention and love.

You keep on betraying me ,

One betrayal  after another,

One pain over  the other,

Tears after tears…

You shattered me,

You wounded my ego.

I lost my self esteem,

I almost lost my being.

Despite of those still I stick around,

Hoping one day you will change,

And the loved and respect be shown,

All my humility I have all then thrown.

I kept closing my eyes,

Pretended that I haven’t seen

For every betrayal that’s so keen

All  measures done  just to save.

I kept waiting and waiting ,

Months ,years  am always counting,

To my god your change am praying,

But seems I waited only for nothing.

But human as we are,

We also got tired,

Never mind , if  mind does

For it can get over..

But sad to say ,

It’s the heart who got weary,

It is now pale and withered,

dry , can’t absorb though how being sprinkled .

When you realized ,its so late ,

Heart can’t feel anything you submit,

I am giving up ,i  surrender….

Have decided now ,you and I it's over.

 

It’s time to look for myself now,

Compromise I have given is more than enough,

My God  is my witness ,

That so much I have done in this quest.

 It's OVER and DONE..