Once I have loved you
Once I have given my whole me,
Thought you were my world,
And me yours also…
But never was in any single clang of the bell
That would tell that you did love me
I was so innocent and young then ,
I need your attention and love.
You keep on betraying me ,
One betrayal after another,
One pain over the other,
Tears after tears…
You shattered me,
You wounded my ego.
I lost my self esteem,
I almost lost my being.
Despite of those still I stick around,
Hoping one day you will change,
And the loved and respect be shown,
All my humility I have all then thrown.
I kept closing my eyes,
Pretended that I haven’t seen
For every betrayal that’s so keen
All measures done just to save.
I kept waiting and waiting ,
Months ,years am always counting,
To my god your change am praying,
But seems I waited only for nothing.
But human as we are,
We also got tired,
Never mind , if mind does
For it can get over..
But sad to say ,
It’s the heart who got weary,
It is now pale and withered,
dry , can’t absorb though how being sprinkled .
When you realized ,its so late ,
Heart can’t feel anything you submit,
I am giving up ,i surrender….
Have decided now ,you and I it's over.
It’s time to look for myself now,
Compromise I have given is more than enough,
My God is my witness ,
That so much I have done in this quest.
It's OVER and DONE..