I am bored thinking of all the lifes stuff..so irritating ,so disgusting , lousy and too much...Hey i come to think why not burst all that am having right now in this idiot computer...see. its better this thing it won't make any complains nor it will surrender with your immaturity...pressed harder or soft still its there for you...Thank you my dear PC..now you are going to absorb everything for me ..
I really don't not know such year is not good for me....!! I am still on the second month of the year but seems
it doesn't mean a thing according to one song...I got so many fights from everywhere..inside and out..One fight after the other...I tell you ,it so tiring...i want to shout enoughhhhhhhhhhh ..please....am so very tired...give me a break..i can not almost tackle it..hoooo....whats this??? Please spare me the understanding that i needed it very much this days...while i have still my sanity..please hold on me...don't drop me i might not be formed again like a castle ...so fragile.
...Things are getting tough each day.,it requires ones maturity , wisdom and courage and faith to GOd...Yeah, i have most of those ,just one thing which is not there ,..the maturity. This is very important yet i don't have this much., this is the naked truth. Thats why often times i am down, sad, lonely and blue i can not quantify things nor can i understand whats inside..You know there was even a time that im blackout..i wanted to end life..for it was not good enough for me...i am so good to life but seems not good to me....thats why am always asking my God to be with me always and to hold my one hand that grasped on his hand. You know if its not only a sin ..if its only not a sin ...i have maybe done it..good ...,good.. that spirituals teaching is deeply instilled in me...so am afraid to do it..It's not really good thing to do.. as if i am the loser...no wayyyyyyy..i will fight with you bullshit life...i won't accept failure nor i would be defeated. With friends ,family and with God..i can recover slowly, slowly i can...I will overthrow you damn problems and not you who will overthrow me..never...
Hoping, hoping, next days are better for me...Wishing, wishing, life would really be that beautiful..
I know no one can cure myself but me only..No one can fully help but still me again..So i guess i should make friends with my own self....I should love myself first before loving others.I should not give my one million love to others,,,i should learn to save for myself for i am left ..still i could manuever my life..
Tomorrow would never be a promise but the promise their is still it would come whether we like it or not..Tomorrow is another hope...they said that as long as there is still thin thread of hope it is wrong to give up...as the song goes..don't give up on us baby...
LIFE...LIFE ..LIFE ..LIFE please be serious with me...don't play around am really tired na!!..
As the song goes...what a journey it has been
and the end is not in sight
but the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way....
I really don't not know such year is not good for me....!! I am still on the second month of the year but seemsit doesn't mean a thing according to one song...I got so many fights from everywhere..inside and out..One fight after the other...I tell you ,it so tiring...i want to shout enoughhhhhhhhhhh ..please....am so very tired...give me a break..i can not almost tackle it..hoooo....whats this??? Please spare me the understanding that i needed it very much this days...while i have still my sanity..please hold on me...don't drop me i might not be formed again like a castle ...so fragile.
...Things are getting tough each day.,it requires ones maturity , wisdom and courage and faith to GOd...Yeah, i have most of those ,just one thing which is not there ,..the maturity. This is very important yet i don't have this much., this is the naked truth. Thats why often times i am down, sad, lonely and blue i can not quantify things nor can i understand whats inside..You know there was even a time that im blackout..i wanted to end life..for it was not good enough for me...i am so good to life but seems not good to me....thats why am always asking my God to be with me always and to hold my one hand that grasped on his hand. You know if its not only a sin ..if its only not a sin ...i have maybe done it..good ...,good.. that spirituals teaching is deeply instilled in me...so am afraid to do it..It's not really good thing to do.. as if i am the loser...no wayyyyyyy..i will fight with you bullshit life...i won't accept failure nor i would be defeated. With friends ,family and with God..i can recover slowly, slowly i can...I will overthrow you damn problems and not you who will overthrow me..never...
Hoping, hoping, next days are better for me...Wishing, wishing, life would really be that beautiful..
I know no one can cure myself but me only..No one can fully help but still me again..So i guess i should make friends with my own self....I should love myself first before loving others.I should not give my one million love to others,,,i should learn to save for myself for i am left ..still i could manuever my life..
Tomorrow would never be a promise but the promise their is still it would come whether we like it or not..Tomorrow is another hope...they said that as long as there is still thin thread of hope it is wrong to give up...as the song goes..don't give up on us baby...
LIFE...LIFE ..LIFE ..LIFE please be serious with me...don't play around am really tired na!!..
As the song goes...what a journey it has been
and the end is not in sight
but the stars are out tonight
and they're bound to guide my way....
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